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Lyrics from the CD "Satellite"
Lyrics by Judy Neubauer
(c) 2006 Backyard Fruit Music, BMI
Beautiful & Pitiful
You know I gave it all
Do you really want any more from me?
I'll take this wrecking ball
And smash a hole for all to see
I've been awake for so long
And you'll take what you want
from me, this much I know
Beautiful & Pitiful and
Beautiful & Pitiful and
Beautiful & Pitiful and
Beautiful & Pitiful
Pitiful, Pitiful
I can't forget it all
It completely haunts the core of me
I'll break this fucking door down
Just enough to make you see
I've been asleep far too long
And I got what I wanted
Yes, this much I know
Beautiful & Pitiful and
Beautiful & Pitiful and
Beautiful & Pitiful and
Beautiful & Pitiful
Pitiful, Pitiful
Replay
She waits
For everything to break
She won't leave it up to fate
He waits
And everything went black
Now there's no turning back
She says I will
He stays so still
Time it moves so slow
He says I win
She says I will
Will they ever know?
Replay
Everything she said
Nothing ever makes much sense
Replay
Everything she meant
Wonder where the time went
She says I will
He stays so still
Time it moves so slow
He says I win
She says I will
Will they ever know?
Try as hard as we might
Autumn leaves still fall down
They twist and turn, catch the light
As we follow them down to the ground
She says I will
He stays so still
Time it moves so slow
He says I win
She says I did
Will they ever know?
Undone
I might not be here
I might not be here when you call
I might not be here
I might not be here when you come
You said "My life's a mess,
My life's undone"
I might not be here
I might not be here when you fall
No not at all
I might not be here
I might not be here when you come
You come undone
You said "My life's undone"
You said "My life..."
You said "My life's undone
Undone Undone Undone Undone"
CIRCLES
I'm running in circles
Where can I be
You can be certain
You'll never find me
It's all been about you
It's all been a way to set you free
I'm nothing without you I know
There's nothing to see inside of me
But I'll get out of it
Get your mind around that
Yet I'll get out of it
Get your mind around that
I'm running in circles
Where can I be
I'm drawing the curtain
There's nothing to see
It's all about words now
The only way to set you free
I'm nothing without them I know
There's nothing to see inside of me
But I'll get out of it
Get your mind around that
Yes I'll get out of it
Get your mind around that
Hang On
Sing low
Save my life
It's better to know
And not be all right
Because I'm falling for this
And I'm calling
You say Hang on
Hang on, help is coming
But I know better than that
And I'm no better than that now
Breathe low
Take my life
It's better to go
And I'll be all right
Because I'm calling for you
And I'm falling
You say Hang on
Hang on, help is coming
But I know better than that
And I'm no better than that now
You have these moments
But all moments slip away
But I'm still clinging
To these moments anyway
Hang on
Hang on, help is coming
But I know better than that
And I'm no better than that now
I know better than all that now
And I'm not afraid…
Reign Of Colours
The reign of colours in your head
Afraid of all the things you said
The latest round of sound and light
I wish I may, I wish I might
The reign of colours in your head
This sudden feeling crashing in my head
The sound and fury that could wake the dead
And I've been hanging on with all my might
To find the distance between sound and light
Sound and light
The reign of colours in your head
Afraid of where my thoughts have led
The latest round of sound and light
I wish I may, and I just might
The reign of colours in my head
This sudden feeling crashing in my head
The sound and fury that could wake the dead
And I've been hanging on with all my might
To fight the distance between sound and light
Sound and light
Satellite
And I'm getting nowhere
Up on this satellite
And it's getting harder
To tell the day from the night
And I've fallen too far
Can't seem to stand up right
And it's getting harder
To tell the wrong from the right
This satellite
Has gone away
Say you'll stay
And I'm going under
I'm too tired to fight
And it's getting harder
To tell the dark from the light
And I'm getting nowhere
Up on this satellite
And it's getting harder
To tell the fall from the flight
This satellite
Has gone astray
Say you'll stay
I don't know where I should go
What I should know
Why I don't go far away
This satellite
Has gone away
Say you'll stay
This satellite
Has gone astray
This satellite
This satellite
Slide
You said you lie, I don't know
It makes me try harder, though
All those things that you feel
Are they true? Are they real?
You said you lie…
I don't need
I don't take
I don't bleed
And I won't break
I don't feel
I don't take
I don't sleep
So I won't wake
You said you lie, I don't know
It makes me slide
I don't need much
I don't need much anymore
I don't need much
I don't need much anymore
I don't need much
I don't bleed much anymore
I don't need much
I don't mean much anymore
I'm not weak
I won't wait
I don't love
So I won't hate
I don't feel
I don't fake
I don't sleep
So I won't wake
You said you lie, I don't know
It makes me try harder, though
All those things that you feel
Are they true? Are they real?
I don't need much
I don't need much anymore
I don't need much
I don't need much anymore
I don't need much
I don't bleed much anymore
I don't need much
I don't mean much anymore
You said you would stay
Then you turned and walked away
All those things left behind
Do they grow heavy on your mind?
All those things that you feel
Are they true? Are they real?
They don't mean much to me
I was blind now I can see
You said you lie, I don't know
It makes me slide
I don't need much
I don't need much anymore
I don't need much
I don't need much anymore
I don't need much
I don't bleed much anymore
I don't need much
I don't mean much anymore
The Little Ease
Please help me to see what's going on
With these feelings that seem to be gone
I am forever in the little ease
I am forever this gorgeous disease
I am forever in the little ease
On my knees
Sing with me my only song
Bring all of my fears along
I am forever in the little ease
I am forever this gorgeous disease
I am forever in the little ease
On my knees
Living in the little ease
And now I need a place to lay my head
Soon it will be all but gone
Only you can take what I feel and make it wrong
I am forever in the little ease
I am forever this gorgeous disease
I am forever in the little ease
On my knees
Living in the little ease
Living in the little ease
Living in the little ease
Pray For Today
Sail, sail sail away
From the light of day
I am not afraid
I will not be swayed
To let you stand aside
Let you be the guide
Let me be the bride
Nothing left to hide
Fall asleep
In too deep
From now on
I will
Keep hanging on
Here today
Oh this miracle
You kill
I will
Stay for today
I will
Pray for today
Fade, fade, fade away
From the right of way
I am so afraid
I can not be saved
I can't stand aside
To let you be the guide
Nothing left inside
Nothing left to hide
Fall asleep
Cut too deep
From now on
And then I'll fall away
Here today
Oh this miracle
You kill
I will
Stay for today
I will
Pray for today
Fade, fade, fade away
From the light of day
I am not afraid
I will not be
I Fall asleep
Cut too deep
From now on
And then I'll fall away
Here today
Oh this miracle
You kill
I will
Stay for today
I will
Pray for today
Not My Life
I'm kneeling, I'm reeling
I'm barely feeling
Things you said
Cut across for all time
These were lies, set upon my life
Feed me lies, and I will be just fine
I'm bleeding, I'm seething
I'm barely breathing
Things you said
Burned a hole right through my mind
These were lies, set upon my life
Feed me lies, and I will be just fine
Couldn't look you in the eye
That was not my life
That was not my life
That was something I deserve
For never asking why
I'm bleeding, I'm seething
I'm barely breathing
Things you said
Burned a hole right through my mind
These were lies, set upon my life
Feed me lies, and I will be just fine
